I want to get back into creating. The problem: I don't feel like creating.
It's complicated. I feel like I can do something. I used to dive deep into the waters of my interests and create something fun. But now I wonder what was the point. Now, I wonder.
I used to just do, now I question.
The idea of letting go and just creating seems fruitless.
At least in a financial sense.
I used to create because I wanted to, because something in me wasn't begin expressed. Now, I see no point in sharing my thoughts unless I can get something from it...
And as such, I feel useless and devoid of purpose.
I forget why I started drawing in the first pl